This weeks interviews

So 3 interviews this week. No call back as of yet for a second interview. The two staffing firms said they should be able to find something for me. Blah blah blah

What I have learned these last few days was that I lied to these people. Thursday I went to Dixon and Associates and told them one of my goals in life is to become a CPA. I lied to her. I looked her straight in the face and told her something that was not true. The thing is I didn't realize how big of a lie it was until I said it.

Today at the staffing agency Gretchen asked me if money was not an option what would my ideal job be? To play music. I want my life to be about music. I am just realizing now that, that is okay.

Next week I am going to go to Guitar Center. I know of some other custom drum stores around here. I want to work around music.

I have played my drums once since I got here. I have played them a handful of times since TKV broke up. That is not okay. I do not know what I would do if I heard that Rebecca had not picked up her guitar in the last 6 months. That would be insane to me. Why is it not insane then, for me, to not have played drums. It is insane.

I am just realizing all this. I have changed. It wasn't until I had to sit in front of someone, look them in the eye and say "I want to be an accountant," that I realized how just flat out wrong that is to me. I could care less about accounting or any job my degree may bring me.

I am very thankful for this week.